2 Corinthians 5:17

"If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away, behold, all things have become new." 2 Corinthians 5:17

Friday, October 29, 2010

The Little Girl Inside

The Little Girl Inside

The little girl I once was with ribbons and bows,
I lost her somewhere a long time ago.
I don't remember just when
It happened or where we had been.
She just disappeared one day
When I got too busy to play.
It wasn't because I grew up, not needing her any more.
Nor, was it that I just forgot her or just ignored.

I had things I just had to do.
More than just going to school.
Besides the homework and having to write
I will not talk or cause a fight.
Much deeper inside I looked for that little girl.
She was all that I wanted in this world.

Lost, scared, hiding or just gone.
Childhood days not finished, but I was left alone.
Growing up too quick wasn't my idea.
But, no one listened or did they hear.
The cries of the little girl that laid inside
Had no place to go, I suppose she died.

10/29/2010

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Whispers in the Wind

Whispers in the Wind

I hear your whispers in the wind.
I feel the love you gently send.
From a foreign land
I miss my loving man.
Why you're gone so terribly long,
When you should be home where you belong!
Our little ones don't understand.
They try, but I don't think they can.
I say, “You can hear and feel him!
Listen to the whispers in the wind."

10/28/2010

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

MOTHER



MOTHER

I never knew what mother actually did
I was a child, and things were hid.
Even now, I wonder how she managed...
Raising us kids, she had many a special bandage.
She did without, just so I could have a pair of shoes.
Talked with me to get rid of first love kind of blues.
She built within me the courage to stand and endure.
And had many night time sleeping cures.
Gave me marvelous and wonderful dreams,
And built within me my self esteem.
Taught me how to use my mind and my hands.
Encouraged we when it didn't seem so grand.
We played together, laughed and cried,
And taught me about death when the puppy died.
Never tell an untruth or deceive with a part lie.
Stand up tall and not be shy.
She didn't stand for laziness or sloppiness either.
Always be busy and don't be foolish neither.
Homemade fun and homemade toys,
And talks about watching silly boys.
What's important and what's not.
How soon it's gone and all forgot.
Rules were made to be obeyed and not broken.
And to watch each word that was spoken.
I had my share of whippings and maybe more.
And always had those weekly chores.
She always had a listening ear.
Never too busy, again and again to hear.
She was rough and mean too, what a fit.
And, I didn't like her sometimes, not one bit!
I didn't always understand her logic,
but I knew I was a God given project.
So much she passed on to me for daily living.
Oh, how much in her constant giving!
As a child, I never knew she was so smart.
Teaching me to be thankful, an example straight from her heart.
I don't know how she ever taught me so much.
Never knew just when I learned this, that and such.
Yes, she's my mother, next of kin.
But, now I think of her as my Best Friend!

Monday, October 25, 2010

The Unexpected

The Unexpected 

My thoughts embraced life eagerly looking to my husband to be.
Everything was simply beautiful, nothing wrong I could foresee.
His face was shinning brightly as I looked into eyes of blue.
What was running through his mind I had no clue.

His jaw was clinched tight with a force I've not known.
Heads turned and all eyes were watching us, we were not alone.
My emotions I cold not control and tears began to fall,
Standing while hesitating at the threshold of the wedding hall.

In minutes of the ticking clock, I was to be given away
To a most desirable man, I must honor, trust and obey.
We exchanged promised words and sacred vows, saying many things.
Circles of gold we gave to each other, our binding wedding rings.

A sudden kiss of mad passionate love, strange and so unkind.
He held me tight and whispered, “You are mine!”
When they proudly pronounced us husband and wife
I feared fairy tales were gone of having a happy life.

In the pit of my stomach I knew this wasn't paradise.
Yet, the wedding guests were smiling still throwing rice.
Married, two into one, together hand in hand,
Griping my hand tightly, I didn't understand.

He firmly explained, You are now my woman and your are to please.”
I felt very anxious for I had married a most deadly disease.
His unfaithful loveless heart had hardened and turned strongly bold.
The light in his eyes were bitter dark cold.

I knew without doubt I had married the devil himself.
He had taken my love, my heart and there was nothing left.
He had made himself a vision of light and was quite wise.
For he had laid in wait, in perfect disguise.
10/24/2010

Thursday, October 21, 2010

This Tender Moment



This Tender Moment

Precious is this tender moment when we embrace.
When your arms hold me and our bodies interlace.
You search for my soul as into my eyes you gaze.

Your warm breathe touches down to my deepest desire
Making my blood run faster and ever so wild.
Sensations and feelings of no innocent child,

As you stroke my hair and our faces touch and meet.
On my forehead you place a kiss of burning heat,
And gently kiss each eyelid delicate and sweet.

The romantic kiss you place on my waiting lips
Causes my eager heart to miss a beat, yet skips.
This tender moment and I've only taken a sip!
10/21/2010

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

You Just Had to Go


You Just Had to Go

You just had to go.
Didn't you? Without a word.
You went real slow.
Just closed your eyes.
No sounds were heard.
You were all alone,
And there were no goodbyes.
So sick, you had moaned.
So often you would sigh,
“I just want to go on home,
Leave this place here below.”
So now, you're gone, but not alone...
Blowing us kisses, here below!

Nov. 10, 2009 - Memory of my Brother Scott.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Fall's Morning's Masterpiece

Fall's Morning's Masterpiece

The Lord has displayed a most glorious morning sky view.
Golden colors laid spaciously into sapphire blue.

Clouds hand above in whispers of cotton candy of pink.
Trees wonderfully colored with orange, yellow and red ink.

Silent leaves dripping crystal's of morning's mystical dew.
A picture painted overnight with soft and brilliant hues.

All this masterpiece perfected while I slept the night away.
This beauty, expressed in words are most difficult to say.